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Not Quite Ready Yet

I need to stop putting things off, yes? I received an email from Squeeze yesterday to reply to my most recent message, but couldn't bring myself to get back to her before I left for work, and when I got home, distracted myself with Superstar Saga for long enough that by the time I started writing, I was too tired to say anything more than an explanation of why I wasn't writing a full reply then, along with a note that if she'd tried adding me to her MSN, I wouldn't appear online / wouldn't have approved her request because I still haven't opened Instantbird. Think about that though. Writing a proper reply would give me something different to concentrate on, but I haven't, because it's not been the right time or something, yet I'm never going to find the right time if I just sit here and wait for it. Getting that reply from her put me in a good enough mood that I bought a couple things from eBay I'd been looking at (two game guides), so what about now? Am I going to have to work myself up to being overall pleased enough to write a reply by really working hard to finish numbering those kits and Heart and Stroke by Tuesday or Wednesday? That won't help. I will endeavor to reply tonight, because we close at 1. I should also endeavor not to go to 7-11 for snacks on the way home, because it's only Sunday, but I already plan to stop there on my way to work, so maybe I'll pick up just a few snacks.

In other news though, I really have nothing else of interest to say today. Work was frustrating for about the same reasons that made Friday night difficult, and Tom was wearing on my nerves quite a bit (but maybe that's because of the aforementioned reasons), but there are fewer of us tonight, and it might not be as busy on top of that. One thing that might be worth mentioning is how next week, Cheryl, Mary, and I close on Friday and Saturday. I know from what Manoah described to me before that the two of them aren't really a good combination, but same as I told Tom yesterday, I'll just take what comes then. He seemed more concerned about not being on closes that week anyway, which is about typical for him, and which also reminds me of something amusing that came up at the beginning of the night. He was talking to James, and eventually came around to observing that he (James) seemed more quiet than normal. I presume James confirmed that, then Tom asked if he had anything to do with is, same as he's asked me a couple times before. Maybe his concern is genuine, but the way he asks seems more secure than anything. Alas, I'm not making much sense to myself here anymore, so I'm going to get ready for work. I hope going outside helps to wake me up a bit~

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