As for what I wrote about in my last entry, it's just... I can want to go there for the rest of my life, but the biggest problem with actually going is transportation. Was looking at Anthrocon's site, and the only viable option I can see is going by plane. I can't say I'm terribly excited at the prospect of that, but once again, I've never flown in one at all yet, so uneasiness is to be expected. Oh, how I'd like to have my license. But even having that requires a vehicle to drive. But anyways, assuming that went over alright, where would I go from there? They do list several options for where to go once you've landed, sure, but I'm thinking about what would happen after everything's done and over with.
*sigh* I want to go, and you know what they say ("where there's a will, there's a way", or something like that), but evidently it's not as easy as that.
Enough of this feeling sorry for myself though. It's time to go find out just why they need me in an hour early.