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So it Begins Again

Y'know... there are times when I'm at work, and get frustrated with how busy we are, and thus can't wait to go home, and then there are other times where we're anything but, and I still feel the same way.

Guess which one tonight fell into? Yeah...

Chalk up another point for the whole Cyclothymia theory, I guess. It was just a little over a week ago that I was feeling the same way. Good God.

I mean, if it turns out that that's actually what's to blame for my changes in mood, then I suppose it's good, in the sense that I know it'll pass eventually, but it'd still be nice to be rid of them altogether.

I got an email from Michele sometime this morning, to say that I absolutely had to be in this week, and all I could think was "Oh great. Don't tell me she's angry with me about not coming in last Wednesday." Feh. I had planned on going in this week from the time I sent her that email, but I can't quite remember if I told her that or not, so whatever.

But getting back to that other paragraph, there's also a downside to knowing it'll only last for so long. It stands to reason that talking with someone might help a bit, which was why I plan(ned) on emailing (you,) kumakehu. However, if I know I can just wait it out, then what's the point? That's not to say I won't, but it'd end up being more embarrassing than anything.

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And as for what I wrote about in my previous entry, I ended up taking the shift. I obviously regret it now, but there's no such thing as a yes or no answer there. If you say yes, things go on as usual, but if you say no, you'd better have a good reason for it, and believe me, "I originally had the day off" isn't a good reason.

But it's 3. I suppose I should set the alarm on my DS and try to get some sleep.

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