Guess which one tonight fell into? Yeah...
Chalk up another point for the whole Cyclothymia theory, I guess. It was just a little over a week ago that I was feeling the same way. Good God.
I mean, if it turns out that that's actually what's to blame for my changes in mood, then I suppose it's good, in the sense that I know it'll pass eventually, but it'd still be nice to be rid of them altogether.
I got an email from Michele sometime this morning, to say that I absolutely had to be in this week, and all I could think was "Oh great. Don't tell me she's angry with me about not coming in last Wednesday." Feh. I had planned on going in this week from the time I sent her that email, but I can't quite remember if I told her that or not, so whatever.
But getting back to that other paragraph, there's also a downside to knowing it'll only last for so long. It stands to reason that talking with someone might help a bit, which was why I plan(ned) on emailing (you,) kumakehu. However, if I know I can just wait it out, then what's the point? That's not to say I won't, but it'd end up being more embarrassing than anything.
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And as for what I wrote about in my previous entry, I ended up taking the shift. I obviously regret it now, but there's no such thing as a yes or no answer there. If you say yes, things go on as usual, but if you say no, you'd better have a good reason for it, and believe me, "I originally had the day off" isn't a good reason.
But it's 3. I suppose I should set the alarm on my DS and try to get some sleep.
