December 5th, 2007

So it Begins Again

Y'know... there are times when I'm at work, and get frustrated with how busy we are, and thus can't wait to go home, and then there are other times where we're anything but, and I still feel the same way.

Guess which one tonight fell into? Yeah...

Chalk up another point for the whole Cyclothymia theory, I guess. It was just a little over a week ago that I was feeling the same way. Good God.

I mean, if it turns out that that's actually what's to blame for my changes in mood, then I suppose it's good, in the sense that I know it'll pass eventually, but it'd still be nice to be rid of them altogether.

I got an email from Michele sometime this morning, to say that I absolutely had to be in this week, and all I could think was "Oh great. Don't tell me she's angry with me about not coming in last Wednesday." Feh. I had planned on going in this week from the time I sent her that email, but I can't quite remember if I told her that or not, so whatever.

But getting back to that other paragraph, there's also a downside to knowing it'll only last for so long. It stands to reason that talking with someone might help a bit, which was why I plan(ned) on emailing (you,) kumakehu. However, if I know I can just wait it out, then what's the point? That's not to say I won't, but it'd end up being more embarrassing than anything.

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And as for what I wrote about in my previous entry, I ended up taking the shift. I obviously regret it now, but there's no such thing as a yes or no answer there. If you say yes, things go on as usual, but if you say no, you'd better have a good reason for it, and believe me, "I originally had the day off" isn't a good reason.

But it's 3. I suppose I should set the alarm on my DS and try to get some sleep.

Cliché: When it Rains it Pours

My intent today was to go to Heart and Stroke, do whatever there for the afternoon, and come home to see an email from Paypal stating that my transfer had completed, so I could pay for that item. It did, but guess what?

I still don't have enough to pay for it. Arrrrrgh. I've sent them an email though, so hopefully they reply favorably before I have to leave for work. On second thought, anyone willing to Paypal me $5? Oh desperation, how I've missed you <3

And then as opposed to having some time to myself to sit up in my room and think about things (should be obvious why), I have to type up Dad's résumé. That could be considered a good thing though given what he's got typed up already. There's only supposed to be one space after a comma (not before), among other things.
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And tonight I get to close with Josh. Well, Michelle too, but she's fine. He, however, seems to think everyone always has to be in a pleasant mood and be willing to joke around and have fun. For what it's worth as well, Teresa has been fired. That's the reason I had to take that shift next week. So I now get to close with Josh and Steve (both managers now) two nights in a row. Oh how I'm looking forward to that.

But enough of that. I'm coming off alot more pissed off than I actually am. Might as well get this typed up and be done with it.
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