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Well, Josh just called here. At first I thought it was someone from work wanting me to call in early, but I didn't hear any background noise when I put the phone up to my ear, so...

Anyways, he asked me if I had to work tonight, and when I said "Yes", he responded with "Oh. Well I was going to see if you wanted to crash here tonight." Slight discourse here: I like the guy, and he is my friend, but in any situation where one of us is staying at the other's house for the night, it's always me over there. I'd like him to actually come over here for once (he hasn't in a long time), but I can never think of a proper way to ask. That's completely setting aside the fact that his "guest room" is an utter mess. I don't mean just disorganized, but that's a whole different topic.

Moving on, the last thing he said was "Well, give me a call later on then." Um, when I'm done a shift at work, I like to kick back and relax at home. I don't mind him asking if I want to stay the night at his house, but making those sorts of plans any later than 10 at night is a big no-no. It did happen once before though. It was either a Friday or Saturday night, and my Dad had picked us up, so we dropped everyone else off, and on the way back to the house, Josh said something about "So you gonna stay at my place tonight?" I couldn't very well say "no" in front of my Dad, so next thing I knew, I was upstairs in my room changing out of my uniform and putting my normal clothes on, going downstairs and putting some more music on my PSP, then getting back in the van and going to his house. Bleh.

As well, if I were to go over there tonight, I'd undoubtedly get asked about "Crystal". It'd be a golden opportunity to tell him the truth, what with it being in private, with only him and me there, but it's not going to happen. If anyone I see in person somewhat regularly is going to be told, it's going to be someone I know won't let it slip like Manoah did, and it'd also be via email. Face to face? I wouldn't be able to bring myself to say anything. In a letter? It's a rather weird communications medium considering the circumstances, but I suppose it would do as a last resort. In an email? There, the only copy of it available is digital, so it's not as if it could get tossed into the recycling bin (I suppose it could though if you look at it a certain way :p), only to be found by someone else later, and I find that I can also convey my thoughts and feelings better through typing or writing, rather than just trying to say them face to face with someone else.

So right now my plans for this evening are as follows: from now 'till 7:50, play games or do whatever else on here. 8:00 to sometime before 1:00, work. Whenever I get home 'till ???, do whatever I feel like. Simple enough, huh?

I think that's about all I have to put in here for now though. I'm absolutely starving, so I'm going to go look in the fridge to see if there's anything to eat.

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