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Starting to Resolve Things?

Before anything, thank you, Cola. It's nice to learn (indirectly) that the sentences I write in some entries here and there directed to you actually get read. Most of them are just "If you're reading this, [something to avoid bad things]", but that's beside the point. For anyone else, however, Madius and I ended up talking for a bit tonight about those things I said in my previous entry, and while he stopped responding before we were able to reach any definite conclusion, we were able to at least tell each other how we feel in regards to certain issues. They had reason to believe I may have been using their internet to download large files, because my laptop was always open a bit even when I was out of the apartment, and therefore had to make sure it wasn't me. While I'm still not absolutely certain that it *wasn't*, the only other way it could've happened is by my laptop being infected with some sort of virus, and I would hope that's not the case.

As for the tail thing, I more or less said I just didn't like being told to tuck it away without any explanation of why, but then he admitted to having done a rather poor job of explaining it the first time, and said that there were furs in London who don't like their furriness to be mixed in with their work or otherwise non-furry lives, which I definitely can understand. My only problem there is still wanting to go out that way where possible, but not wanting to ask who the specific furs that have other thoughts about it are as well. Cooper, sure, but Madius made it sound like she isn't the only one *shrugs* The only other thing was that when I asked what he wanted to talk about (the "internet thing" or "tail thing"), he said "Both, and some more", and we never got to the "some more". Unless it's to do with being asked to help, in which case I can't see what would be so bad. Well, either that or not having as much fun this past time, but it's not like every single time going up there is going to be as fun as the last.

Aside from that, this is rather interesting. While I can't remember the specific number of occurrences, I can remember having a dream before when we were crossing the train tracks out by the cemetery, and our vehicle stalled. Sure enough, there was a train headed for us at high speed, but try as I might, I could only move very slowly, or not at all. Even worse is having the feeling that you know you can move faster than what you are, but can't force your body to. Then there were also other dreams where I've tried to yell / scream / holler at someone, but it felt like the speech / sound was literally stuck in my throat. On an unrelated note, Dyno and I also talked for a couple hours (I think of it as making up for the past few days), but the only new / unusual things out of that are of the sort that I won't repeat. There is one other thing I could talk about too, but I'll leave it until tomorrow sometime, when I can actually think straight.

For now, I need to go downstairs to find some newspaper to crumple up, and also see if Dad has packing tape in the kitchen anywhere. As such, for next time there will be that thing mentioned above, a new desktop picture, and having also sort of broken the sink in the bathroom. It comes down to not being able to remember how things were to begin with, but I'm going to stop, because I'm beginning to ramble now~

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