I'll find out in a couple hours anyways, but right at the moment, I don't feel like going anywhere. There's something about today that makes it feel like those weeks at a time I had before where I was always angry about something or depressed about another. Not that there's anything to mention in either of those two categories today, but I'm still a bit incensed at that email I wrote about yesterday. Sure, I may just be reading way too far into it, but forget leaving perfect feedback anymore. That topic was on my mind right before falling asleep, and I came to the conclusion that feedback isn't meant as a way to show the artist what I thought of working with them. It's to allow other potential bidders to get a good idea of what they can expect from that artist, so while I may have still wanted to leave a 10 to be nice yesterday, I don't think I could go anywhere above a 7 with a neutral rank anymore. Unless things pick up and become better quickly, but that probably won't be the case. Oh well. As mentioned yesterday, I, to set aside everything else, have been waiting since February already. Waiting more, even another several months, isn't going to hurt me any.
Otherwise today, I don't know what's causing it but I can't shake this invisible black cloud that's hanging over me. It might be because I went to bed in a somewhat angry mood last night and didn't have a terribly great sleep, but I'm not sure what else to say. If I'm still in this mood later I might do the same as last summer and bring my extra memory sticks and batteries with me so I can record my walk home and see if I can talk out whatever isn't coming to the surface right now. Admittedly, I don't like the feeling of doing that as much anymore because I might pass by other people along the way and they'll wonder what I'm doing, but it'll be ~2 in the morning, and I plan to find a route that takes me indirectly to 7-11, as I do want a Slurpee there tonight and need some extra walking to make up for yesterday. Only bought a couple things at 7-11 (candies, a brownie, and an eclair), but decided to get a sandwich from Tim Hortons as well, and asked for a large, of course, when they didn't have any large-sized buns. Plus two donuts, and eventually a piece of pizza much later at 3, but suffice it to say that was enough for both today and tomorrow. I won't say what route I have in mind right now, because that's the quickest way to ensure I'll go straight home, but I should go charge the battery that's in my camera right now in preparation, then go back to mindless things for another hour and a half. Fun~