Karadur Inacu  (karadur) wrote,
Karadur Inacu 

Something About Plausible Deniability

I've been informed that Orlando called a short time ago while I was sleeping, and could like me to call him back, but how am I to do that when he doesn't leave a phone number for me to call? I had it once before, to let him know when his cake was ready, but not anymore, and even if I did, I'm not sure I would want to call him. I really do wish February wasn't only a couple days away, because I would like to ask Melissa for some more supper shifts (and I very well may, at that, because it's not like Heart and Stroke will need me every day of the week), after last night which was just... stressful. I got into a bit of a tiff with Manoah over the things I wrote about in my previous two entries and how he gave his manager meal away when he knows just as well as anybody else that he's not supposed to, but that turned into getting angry at myself and not wanting anybody else to come up and try to help me and make things all better again, which in turn led to getting my area cleaned up completely faster than I have in a long while. Then I also went out to Woods St on the way home, which was kind of annoying because of the snow. It was nice, don't get me wrong, but it was the sort of snow that sticks to everything, which was less than ideal for that walk.

Manoah and I talked for a bit shortly before I went to bed, mostly to say no hard feelings and such, but in addition he said he wouldn't understand why he was bothered, and that's kind of funny. Firstly, he and George both know now that I have been varying degrees of unhappy since the middle of October. They don't know why, mind you, because I'm pretty confident they wouldn't understand, but being on the other side of it is an interesting feeling. I was almost ready to send him an email saying / asking "If you're comfortable with it, try me", but I'd rather not create that sort of awkwardness yet. As for Orlando though, I will admit it did occur to me that he may have another cake-related request to make, but more likely than that he wants somebody to cover his shift, and no, I think I'd prefer to have the night off, just as I'm scheduled to. Work might not be bad, and it certainly wasn't last night after about midnight, but I've no intention of going there again. Although for a third option, maybe he (Orlando) wants to borrow money now. That would not be entirely surprising, but still, I'm guessing that he called for something related to work. I can remember a time where it was exceedingly rare for anybody to phone for me, just as it was rare for me to get anything I actually wanted in the mail, but now, well, hardly a month goes by without one or the other, if not both happening. It does make me glad I don't have a cell phone though. That would get to be much too stressful and hectic.

As for plans for the rest of the day though, I intend to ask about getting a ride out to Real Canadian Superstore to get more pop around 5, and will probably just use the rest of my time to play Megaman Battle Network 2 and maybe take another try at making those cookies although I really don't have the energy for it right now. The game is coming along as well as can be expected from having played it for only about an hour and a half, and I did use an action replay code to get 999,999 zenny, but fully intend not to cheat otherwise. Oh, and to correct something I said yesterday, it's ToadMan. Not FrogMan. But instead of sitting here thinking about what to do, I might as well wrap this up and go do something. Something such as finding room for this pop, for example, but all I need is a smaller box and I can make a little bit~

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