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Thoughts About Last Night

10 minutes to go, and I'm just sitting here playing Solitaire, when I got to thinking about spending last night at Josh's house. There really isn't any point to it. I go there, I watch him play some game(s), I do stuff on my laptop or PSP, and he goes upstairs to bed, while I clean up the bed I'm on and go to sleep. It's just like... why? If he just wants to hang out or whatever, I'll gladly talk to him on MSN or go over to his house on a day off, but there's no point in actually sleeping there for the night. I might be able to tolerate it if that room was cleaned up and he actually made an effort to ensure that we did things together, but right now... no.

Like, I want to get on MSN or send him an email just to tell him "This has to stop", but I can't think of any way to do so without coming across as rude :\ I really could care less about him not wanting to come over here right now. It's nice to have someone over here from time to time, but he's made it clear that it's not going to happen unless we get a faster internet connection, so yeah. If I could work up the nerve to ask John "Wanna do something on such and such a night?", I would, but therein lies the problem.

Time to leave for work though. I hope Mark's closing tonight, because I really don't want to have to work with Earl. I will if necessary, but I'd rather not~