Today, I spent most of the afternoon talking to Dan again. Quite a bit about how Totts' lack of contact is making me feel - he maintains it's unlikely that she cares less about talking to me now that she's found him, and also that I shouldn't feel bad, because they don't see each other that often, but my feelings are still largely the same. He did at least mention that he gave her my Skype name, so she has that now. If she were to add me within the next couple days, my first question to her would probably be "Have you added me because you want to talk, or because Dan gave you my name on here?", but at this point, it remains to be seen if she'll even do that. I hope she will, because to do otherwise would go directly against that note she sent me before, but on the back of that email I've sent her, along with the possibility that she's gotten wind of how I've been feeling toward her lately, I shouldn't be surprised if she doesn't. Continuing with bad things, my biggest hope for last night was that I wouldn't spend too much money at Walmart, but guess what? By the time everything I selected was totaled up (only enough to just fill a basket), the total was ~$140. Yeah. I bought something for everybody here, so the main point to the trip was realized, but it still catches me by surprise. What did I buy, altogether? I obviously don't want to specify what Christmas gifts I purchased, but for myself, I came away with a nice, big, new blanket, a basic little Lunchable for supper, a box containing four different types of Tic Tacs, two Owl City CDs, and a chocolate letter K. Yes, I actually found a K, even though it required digging through the box that I wasn't supposed to dig through. I haven't yet decided if I want to go for an I next time I'm there. The slightly troubling thing is that if I'd bought everything I was thinking of, I could've spent significantly more. I confirmed my attendance to Heart and Stroke's Christmas party this year earlier this afternoon, so it'd be nice to stop by there on my way home, but if I had approximately $180 at most to work with at the beginning, I have only ~$40 now, and that's not including trips to 7-11 and such else.
I don't have enough time to continue these thoughts though. Instead, off I go to get ready for my first full night of work this weekend. Next week, it's on Saturday that I'm done at midnight. Maybe that will work better~