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Why Did I even get Up?

Today has just gotten off to a great start, huh? Got woken up at 3, by Mom, asking me if I wanted to go grocery shopping with her, because Naomi had to do homework or something. I was tempted to say "no", but then realized I could go to EB Games while we were out there, so I turned my alarm on (which happened to be set for 3:15), and went back to sleep.

When I woke back up, we went grocery shopping, then to EB Games, then to Taco Bell, so I could get some food. Josh was there. Got a ride home. On the way, he asked me if I wanted to hang out tonight. This time though, I actually said "Or do you want to come over to our house? It's been a while..."


What does he say in response? "You still have to see my new TV" or something like that. I DO NOT WANT TO SEE YOUR TV. I WANT YOU TO COME OVER TO OUR HOUSE FOR ONE EFFING NIGHT. So long story short, I'm heading there tonight. Don't know when (although I'm pushing for as late as possible), and I hope to bring my laptop along to play Avernum 4 some more, but I may not even be able to do that. I swear though, no matter how many times he asks in the future, the next time something like this happens, he's going to be coming here, or nothing at all. I'd like to think I'm not asking too much, but God, is this a very one-sided friendship / relationship or what?

So yeah. Picked up Cooking Mama: Cook Off, and he did say something about how I could bring my Wii, so I'm definitely doing that. It's just... I have one day off here, before I have to work both Friday and Saturday, which are, right now, looking to be very busy shifts. Is it too much to ask to have this day to myself to relax and whatever? Hell, Shelia, his Mom, makes the schedule. If he's so eager to always do stuff, then why doesn't he ask her to schedule us with the same days off? Actually, hell no. That'd be awful.

But anyways, I also have to be up to go to Heart and Stroke tomorrow. I'm honestly considering just sending Michele an email right now to tell her I won't be in. I'm not going to get a good sleep tonight, for obvious reasons, as well as that it's (disgustingly) warm outside, so it'd be nice to get picked up from his house at 11 or 12 or whatever, then just go home and back to sleep. Then I have to work with him tomorrow night. Oh fun~

And then the really fun thing about all of this is that if I had just stayed in bed, none of it would've happened. Sure, Josh might've stopped by here on his way home, but I'd likely still have been asleep :s

So for now, I don't know what I'm gonna do. Adam wants me to go to Staples with him to get something though, so it's time to go~

... back, and here's a crazy thought. I'm just going to go back upstairs. I still am sort of tired, and as far as I'm concerned, if he calls, I can just tell him something came up. Yeah, it's mean, and sooner or later he's going to start to notice that I seem to be avoiding going to his house, but I'll worry about that when the time comes. Like, I feel bad about even thinking of it and everything, but looking at it from another angle, it seems entirely justifiable. *sigh* I dunno...

But for now, time to go back upstairs. It'll be interesting to see what happens.

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